My check finally came in the mail. Nothing else, just a check. No letter acknowledging the accident, nothing even naming me. I know it's old and I need to get over but it just burns me. I've looked at this from every angle and the only thing I can do it put it behind me. I've looked at every option possible and there was nothing I could do that I haven't done. No lawyer would touch the case, as U Haul are well known for skirting litigation and are used to paying out insurance settlements when one of their trucks blows up. Strange that a company that endangers so many of it's customers is still in business.
I used to dwell on everything and this would have driven me mad with rage. I have even considered retaliating against them but I know that would only put me in a worst state than I'm in. Like too much at that time, there was nothing I could do but sit and take it. =What I got is not nearly what I lost, it barely even covers the few replacements I had to get and the fact that I didn't even get an apology, an acknowledgement or even a chance to speak with those responsible infuriates me incredibly. I can only hope for a very slow and very painful torturous death for all those responsible. If I had a chance to do anything I wanted to them I would destroy everything they owned and all they have. Then I would deal with them.

I'm not going to get violent and I'm going to stop going on about this because I have nowhere to direct what I feel.
It's a fucked up world where people can get away with shit like that.

Found out today my time at my job will most likely end before the end of the month. The reason is they overhired and the project I came on for was greatly reduced, though I'm skeptical.

A shitty, stressful day. Spent hours on a project only to be too late to return to work and ended up getting stuck on an overcrowded train platform while lines were down. Someone had died on the tracks, slowly everyone's commute home. I wonder if any of those people knew why they were late? I wonder if that person knew how many lives he affected when he ended his life? I wonder if that was the most influential thing he ever did? I wonder if the guy on the train that told me this was lying?