Today I came to the realization that I'm partly asleep all of the time. I'm not sure when this began or how but constantly I feel myself fading away, losing consciousness or drifting. It was a struggle to make it through work, if I closed my eyes for more than a few moments I would fall asleep.

This is due to getting only a few hours of sleep, which is due to spending most of the night burning dvds onto The Widowmaker which I couldn't have done had I not spent all of Friday night and most of Sunday sleeping as much as possible.

Friday night I was exhausted though now I can't remember why. I made a promise to get together with A though thankfully she was late and called at midnight. By that time I was half asleep and said I couldn't do anything but rest. She ended up coming over and spending the night with me. Nothing more. Just sleep. A deep, coma-like sleep that was incredible.

Saturday we went to Madison with her friends to see some roller derby. I don't remember visiting Wisconsin and haven't been to Madison at all so I went.

Sunday we both slept very late, so late the sun was beginning to go down and I had no chance of getting to bed at a sensible hour last night.

So now I realize I'm half awake at all time and this most likely is the cause of many of my problems. Today it was a combination of two things; lack of food and lack of sleep. I don't eat enough and I sleep too much. I feel like I'm wasting away and any moment I could drop off. That's not always a good thing.

Thankfully there were very few people at work and even less work.

I'm going to bed.