Tired again today...

A came over past midnight after drinking with some of her friends. She needed to get laid. We didn't spend much time talked and it was better than most times.

I was telling her I'd breed her, keep her pregnant and everytime she'd feel the baby in her or look at her new child she'd think of me forcing her down until I filled her up. I was, like, romantic and shit.

At one pointed things got so heated that my hand was slamming into her after I'd finished. She was voiceless, naked, heard rolling to the wall, her lips opened and stretched. Her hand went to mine and held it as her body convulsed.

Then...a fluid flowed heavily. As I watched, it gushed with a squishing sound flowing into my cupped fingers. It was yellow-orange-amber with tiny tendrils of blood within. I was afraid I'd hurt her. Things had been getting rough and I'm sure I did.

Afterwards she lay one the bed, naked breathing quietly, neither of us saying anything. I'd never seen a woman ejaculate before. It drenched by sheets and left a diffused red against the mattress giving it a suspicious look.

Working quickly, we managed to rub it out with detergent and fell asleep at four in the morning on a bare, very fresh smelling mattress.

Lack of sleep is catching up to me now.

I got a video ipod. I've been thinking about it in my head, going back and forth if I will or won't. I shouldn't, I already have one and I'm trying to save money but with this job and the other one and the first one if that doesn't work out, things are looking better fanancially.

Finished Zombie. Not sure what I'll read next.

I've still on a very positive high. I can't shake the feeling that everything is going better than I could have hoped and everything is great. It's an odd feeling for me, I'm not used to it at all.