Things are progressing slowly. Life is peaceful but too calm. I find myself going back to old habits of staying home and working in my room; writing, reading, a movie here and there. It has become my life. Not a bad life, I enjoy it but things move at a snail's pace. I'm spending a lot of time studying myself, what I want and what I need. That was one of the purposes of this site. I wonder if I can look back on this in a year or years and see what I was up to then. Is it an online diary like Doogie Howser keeps? That comparison keeps coming up in my head. If so, I will say to the future me, "It is 630pm and I will probably have pizza for dinner. I went to bed at 4am last night and slept late. I haven't showered for two days and I kind of like the smell. Tell me, future me, have you shaved your head yet? How does it look? I'm eager to know."