I can feel it happening again. Now that I'm working I tend to vary my eating schedule a bit. I wake up a lot earlier and very rarely eat breakfast. I often skip lunch because I'm too busy/can't find a good place/too tired to go out so I don't have a good meal until I got home. I snack too much during work- offices seem to be filled with crap food; candy, sweets, etc. As soon as I get home I start dinner, my hunger gone from ravenous to subdued. I relax, watch a movie (Sleepy Hollow- I'm on a Tim Burton binge).
Finish eating and have a little while to enjoy eating because soon afterwards it comes. Right when I'm really into writing I feel completely drained. For the rest of the night it's a struggle to stay awake or even concentrate as my body uses up what little energy it has to digest what I've eaten.
This has happened a lot. In the past I've gone to the gym after this and have a workout that does nothing. My body has no energy. I hate feeling completely useless at 7pm. I'm searching for a way to combat this.

I couldn't resist crawling into bed. Not the best idea since Tuesday was a complete loss after a short nap lasted the entired night. I ended up meditating. Time went by quickly and I'm sure I fell asleep for at least a little while. It took some time to get out of bed but I feel completely refreshed now, better than I did this morning.
Tomorrow I can go right to sleep because I'm such a wild guy and my Friday night is booked.

Now I'm drinking a nice glass of Code Red (another way to wake up) and listening to Wendy O Williams.



It's good to be back at work though. This is the first full week of work I've had since March. Pretty bad, isn't it?